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Signal Anniversary Monday, February 27, 2006 It was juz like any other fri...except tt i m going to wear no 1 n troop arnd with the colours. It has been a great honour n pride. The day started off badly when bus din arrive in time. by the time we reach, the breifing have begun already. rehearsal went on, it was a total mess as there was no band music, and mario(FSM) gave us the wrong timing totally... we were marching like machine so fast n disgustingly. his timing is relli out n refuse to change and cock up the show lo the afternoon prac was better when we coordinated with band, thou not relli very very good. At least there was a bit of confidence which was missing for most of the last 2 days. The photo taking session was nice n we saw ex oc Cpt Jean again after so long, guess the guys missed her. It was full of anticipation as the evening came. everyone was quite excited and anxious for the event, but we were determined to do our best for the parade. The music came and the parade began. a lot of big fuck coming desmond quek, teo chee heng, CSO. But somehow i felt that the drill were relli up to the standard. fuckup part is my first rusol was like shit and caught my no 1. lucky i recovered n act nonchantly... then first homat oso like shit wrong leg somemore... not concentrating i guess... after tt i recovered v well, regained my concentration n did rather well. Trooping of colour came n can see tt everyone was quite stressed up hoping tt the lousy performance willl not come again. First part good... march past Vip good... homa good .... Finally the cursed slow march... At first it was still pretty beauti.. then mario panick and gave timing and wrong timing somemore. Sped up all the timing n gave wrong leg n stuff... think someone ask him to shut up but din work. disgusting stuff i muz say, totally contrdict the bands' music. When marching between the file, our legs all over... lucky somehow managed to recover before marching out of the files. Berhenti was juz ok la thou band din hear the command ended up 2 more steps... other parts were ok liao. marching into lecture block, everyone heave a sigh of relief, thou not happy with the apparent disturbance frm mario. took photo wif yunghei n boxing happy to be able to put up a ok show... certainly not up to expectation, but still reasonable i guess... This parade will be deeply etached to my memory, for the countless hr of hard work n fun tt i had during the trng. May this parade live on in my memory forever... where is my valentine's day? Tuesday, February 14, 2006 Spent yet another Valentine without any girlfren... Not exactly sad, not exactly disappointed, not exactly satisfied... Juz a bit of helplessness, a sense of lack of power, a sense tt i lack courage. The persistency that other guys can put in to relli woo girls. The chrisma which can be seen in many guys out there. Those hu relli put in effort to get a relationship going. Dunno when i will ever get going dunno whereever this is going to lead me too... Relli hope one day i will get going... hoping but not having any actions... Well juz gonna live with it n upgrade myself n gain confidence be4 anything comes i guess... |
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